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[May. 5th, 2009|08:17 pm] |
when our worlds come crashing down
when the walls come tumbling in
even though we might deserve it
you know it will be worth it. |
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| Dick |
[Jan. 4th, 2009|09:52 pm] |
Did anyone see Dick Clark on TV on New Years eve? I was like,
"WTF is wrong with Dick? Did he have a stroke?"
oh... |
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| YESSS!!!!!! |
[Nov. 5th, 2008|12:40 pm] |
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OBAMA IS THE MAN!
I still cant believe it- for once the guy I voted for won!!!
Woke up this morning wondering if it was a dream.
I'm so excited!!!!! |
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[Sep. 18th, 2008|02:19 pm] |
Things are looking up, or...have been looking up as of late.
I know it doesn't last long. |
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| Something's gotta give... |
[Sep. 4th, 2008|11:36 am] |
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And it's always so brief. Too brief to enjoy most of the time.
Still waiting for my big break. Still working on it.
Nothing is working right now. NOTHING. Not the way it's supose to.
My back has been killing me. I blame it on my previous job.
The last time I went to the emergency room and they took and X-ray they told me I have scholiosis. My spine is shaped like a C. I think that might have something to do with it- but all the heavy lifting I did over the years didn't help either. Considering I was the only employee there with a back well enough to lift everyone always asked ME to do the heavy lifting.
Still sick in all the other ways I have been sick and I have NO insurance right now and no other way to pay Dr bills. So I am fucked. I have to just deal with the pain. And over the counter pain killers are NOT helping.
I think I am falling apart.
On an up note- Guper is coming back to NH with some friends to visit (Brakk and Dan). I get to go to the
race and show them around Boston a little.
This weekend I MAY be going to a Realms event if it doesn't rain all weekend.
God I miss Imperium. They still talk about Cougan from way back. Somebody said yesterday at fight practice that they were going to make a robot Cougan.
I died.
Still looking for a decent job with health benifits.
Vote Obama. |
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[Aug. 31st, 2008|07:45 pm] |
Movie soundtrack meme. Do it now! (Fucking Meme...)
Open your music player and set it to Random. Answer each question with the song that comes up when clicking NEXT.
Opening Credits:
Kerli- Beautiful day
Waking Up:
Benny Benassi- Whos your Daddy
First Day of School:
Panic at the Disco- Camisado
Falling in Love:
Daft Punk- make love
Fight Song:
Combi Christ- Lying sack of shit
Breaking Up:
Combi Christ- This shit will fuck you up
Life:
Benny Benasii- No matter what you do
Mental Breakdown:
Vast- Winter in my heart
Driving:
Benny Benassi- I love my sex
Flashback:
Morphine- like swimming
Getting Back Together:
Peaches- Set it off
Wedding:
Vast- In the Sun
Birth of Child:
Type O Negative- Todd's Ship Gods
Final Battle:
Daft Punk- Steam Machine
Death Scene:
Morphone- Whisper
Funeral Song:
Morphine- Hanging from a curtain
End Credits:
Kerli- Bullet Proof |
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[Aug. 7th, 2008|01:59 pm] |
Things were going well there for a while. Until I got F'ed in the A by my previous employer.
They appealed to unemployment and tried to deny my benifits by stating that I was terminated due to "misconduct."
HUH?? What did I do?
They made a big deal out of a prescription error I had a week before they decided to let me go. They claimed that the medication was "dispensed" to the patient...which means that the patient would have recieved the wrong meds. This didn't happen.
They even PROVED that It didn't happen! In an effort to convince the tribunal that I was endangering patients they brought a copy of the patients record...and that record is proof that the mistake was corrected before the patient was given meds. (well, the client gets the meds and then THEY give it to their pet.)
My point being- this NEVER happened! I never endangered any patients!
So the dicission came back to me that the tribunal discontinued my unemployment benifits....
So now I have no job and no income AT ALL.
I have an appartment and medical bills and a car to make payments on...and NO income. None.
And I cant find a job to save my life. I look and look and look, and I DO find some things but they never call me back even after I call them. They are prolly looking at my resume going, "You did all this?...huh. So why do you want to work for a shoe store?"
I DONT!!!! But I don't have a choice now.
I am OVER qualified for the simple shit. You would think they would jump through hoops to hire me! But no...
So I am fucked again.
I am doing all that I can. I allways do. It's very exhausting mentaly. Another reason that I am going back to see a shrink. I just cant handle it anymore. |
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